That's not normal

Jul.31.24 - Day 2131 - That’s not normal

It is unbelievable what consistency can do. Truly. Looking back on the last few years of my life and what I’ve produced, I can’t help but feel proud of myself. No one else in the world has shown up consistently the way I have in the last few years and is living the life I am. Zero people. I don’e come across it and always try to play it down in most circumstances, but those who know me know I’m different. I have a work ethic and ability to pick up things quickly that’s very rare to find. Don’t know anyone else who does. Read two books in an hour last week, both about 100 pages. That’s not normal. I then wrote a 5 page essay in 10 minutes on the final season of America. That is not normal. I know I’m not normal and yet most days I pretend I have to be to others. I know I‘m doing something special that no one else is or can ever do. If they do, I hope I meet them, learn from them and help them out. That’s all this is at the end of the day. A race against myself till death to learn and write as much as I possibly can and giving that knowledge to other people while having fun along the way. I know people decades from now will listen to my stuff, I know it. Consistency got me there.

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