The burden of knowing too much

The burden of knowing too much:

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The burden of knowing too much.

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Of constantly learning.

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Of constantly reading.

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It’s a lot to handle.

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Some days I wish I was dumber.

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Wish I wasn’t this curious.

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Wasn’t this smart.

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Wasn’t this driven to learn.

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Life would probably be easier.

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Less anxiety.

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Less worry.

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Less overthinking.

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Could just turn on the TV, watch Netflix, watch my sports and call it a day.

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But no.

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That’s not the life I chose.

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That’s not the life that’s interesting to me.

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That’s not the life I want to live.

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But, it comes at a cost.

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Learning about so much.

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Trying to balance it all.

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Today I’ve been spending time thinking about golf, aliens, underground bases, central bankers, the US government, history, my career, how the pope is elected and enjoying the NBA playoffs.

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Sounds like a lot.

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And it is.

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Yet it feels like a normal day.

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Only today is far from normal.

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Just watched this interview with Catherine Fitts, a former government official in Bush’s administration who had a career as an investment banker (here).

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Truly incredible interview.

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One that is so unbelievable that there’s no way it could be real.

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Yet what if it is?

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I’ve been seeing this come up a lot.

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Central bankers and their control of society.

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They are above governments.

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Above countries.

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Above the law.

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They are the ones who run the world.

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The Great Taking said this much.

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This was a documentary I watched last year that talked about central banker’s control.

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Their control of the entire system.

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Now seeing this interview, I don’t know what to believe.

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Is this real?

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Are they really trying to destroy society all so them, their kin and the richest in the world can live longer?

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Is that really the goal?

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God I hope not.

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Yet evil is real.

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All these massive problems are happening.

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Dalio even said today, we may have hit the point of no return with Trump’s tariff policy.

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He’s been talking for years about the Changing World Order.

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Now we’re truly living through it.

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Now that tariffs are out of the bag and the world has seen what Trump is doing, why would anyone go back to a unipolar America-led world?

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It makes no sense.

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But as history has told us, the decline of all empires is always difficult.

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Wars.

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Death.

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Destruction.

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If history is right, this time will be no different.

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I’ve had these thoughts for years.

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You can go back to my writing in 2021 to see it for yourself.

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I thought this was going to be propagated by a stock market collapse as per the hedge funds making bad bets in Gamestop.

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But this is so much more than this.

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There’s so much more ramifications for what’s to come.

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Some days it feels like reality doesn’t make sense anymore.

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Like it’s all fugazi.

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That we’re all focused on such meaningless stuff.

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Like who won an election.

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Or why Katy Perry’s declining.

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When the world is just woefully unprepared for an inflationary depression and all the struggles that come with it.

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Been seeing tweets about ports in the US and how empty they are.

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Empty shelves are coming soon to America.

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All thanks to the Donald.

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That’s scary.

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It means families won’t be able to afford the basics.

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We’re already seeing more and more people use the buy now, pay later credit schemes for food.

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That is horrifying.

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The one thing I go back to though is this.

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And she mentioned it in the interview.

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Never let the devil take away your joy.

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As shitty as the world will get, never lose your smile.

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Never lose your ability to be positive.

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To see the good in situations.

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And good in other people.

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Build people around you.

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Invest time and effort in them.

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Because when shit hits the fan, that’s who’s going to get you through everything.

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It’s tough man.

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It’s sad.

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Thinking about all of this does not make me happy.

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Yet I can’t help but write this.

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Share these thoughts.

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Get down these words.

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I have to tell someone, even if no one ever reads it.

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Sure other people might look at me and think I’m smart.

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But there’s a burden that comes with knowing too much.

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